Got accepted into University that I like

     Okay, so after 4 months of working my butt off, I got accepted into USM and I'm happy for it was the university that I wanted to get in. So, I worked for 4 months and it was bitter and sweet but most of the time, it was super boring and so soul sucking. It's like my soul has been sold to retail, you do the same thing over and over again and it was honestly super tiring, mentally tiring, but I managed to do it, so its' okay I think.

    I think I have so much to say, but I don't know what to say, I feel happy, I feel free and I'm about to go to Cameron Highlands this Friday, and I won't be home and that's okay. My neighbor is super annoying and they make a lot of loud noises, so I'm planning on installing window plugs, or acoustic panels for my windows and I'm gonna seal it tight so no air can get in or no sound can get in. But some of them will find its way in anyway, but I think the noise will be greatly reduced. Maybe I'll put up those foams on the walls of my room just for the aesthetics of it.

    So, I hope it'll work as I just ordered the stuff, and it'll be shipped this Friday, hope it arrives early. The sooner, the better, I'll soundproof my room as best as I possibly can. I just want to live in peace, can I have that please. Ugh, I hate my neighbor, I hope he will lose his interest in those freaking bikes or better yet, those bikes explode or something or their machines broke so they can't use it or way too broke to buy a new one. They're such a nuisance and I hope reality will come biting their asses soon.

    But, I'll just be staying home for a month or more exact, 29 more days. On 2nd of October, we'll be heading to Penang and I'll stay there for 4 years. I hope there's not much noises there as I am very sensitive to loud noises, it's very anxiety triggering. I hope to do many things this holiday, but I don't know if I'll be able to do that because I hate my neighbors, I hope he'll get into trouble real soon. Okay, why am I talking about those jerks, let's change the topic.

    I was supposed to sit by the hill and enjoy the wind or the sun because I've been wanting to do that since I was working, but haven't been able to do that yet since I was pretty busy with hanging out with my friends. I don't know what to talk about because anything I'd say would be very personal and I don't want people to read on my personal stuff, so I'll just leave it here. Bye, see you later.

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