The End of the Diploma

     It was the end of the diploma, the last time I was in college was yesterday the 12th of January 2020. It was so sad and happy because I spent the last day with the people that I love, my best friends. We went for a trip, the last trip for the diploma to Kuantan. We went to the beach and talked and just being friends, I drove the car and all.
 
     That morning, before going to Kuantan, we took pictures together and it was fun and really fulfilling, I really love them, Alina, Adik, Suzy or Pink, Mang, Amad and Tun. We took pictures at the library and the lake.

     That night, on the way back, we have to rush back to get to Amad, and I broke my own record for driving like a mad person. I drive like really fast and I got through many cars in front of me and we all started screaming in the car and it was really fun and I really love them. We even met Vespa brothers, or Abang Vespa before going back and we called and yelled at them. But back to the story, so we raced to the city because Amad was already in the bus, but I drove like really fast and it was exciting and when we got to the bus station, Amad was there waiting for us. I got out of the car and I hugged him, Tun hugged him and the girls were calling his name. Then, we said goodbye to Amad and Tun cried and Alina almost cried too.

     After the bus moved, we went to JC to get some food and we wrote something in Tun's book, our feelings and wish for him. Then, we go home, I sent the girls to their college and we took pictures and said our goodbyes. Then, when I get home at the college, I searched for Hakim, my roommate, to give him some food I bought him, but he wasn't there, I was sad at first because we only knew each other for a really short time and he was really nice to me, so I wanted to give him something as a sign of appreciation, so I bought him a subway and I was really sad because I really wanted to say goodbye to him.

     Then, my parents came and everyone started gathering, so I took my belongings and put them in the car and Hakim got home, after that I went to the toilet and Hakim searched for me at my room. But then we met at the car and he said he searched for me and he was sorry for making me searched for him, he wanted to take a picture and we took some pictures together, I really love him actually because he was really nice. So, after all that, I took pictures with other people like Muhaimin and Syahiir, roommates from semester 1 and Mirul and that's all I think. After that, we hugged and shake hands and I shook hands with Tun last because I wanted him to be the last person to shake hands with me. Then, we go home and in the car, I listened to Baby steps by Varsity and You'll be Okay by Varsity too. It was really sad and the moon was full, it was sad and I don't know, I hate the feeling and I still feel it right now.

     After I got home, I couldn't sleep and I was sad, I didn't know what to do, so I watched youtube and slept. Today, I cried when I was trying to have lunch because I was thinking about them and it was really sad. I watched Gravity Fall's last episode and it shows a goodbye scene too, but then I watched Netflix's Hilda, and there's a farewell scene too and it made me think about my friends, I really love them so much, they maybe the best friends I've ever had. I miss them, love them and like really really love them so much. Bye, I'll be adding pictures later, I forced myself to write this because I want to write my impressions while they're still fresh, but I was too sad to write it, so I had to force myself. I don't know what to do right now, this sadness will go in a few days I think, but memories last forever. At least, that's what I wish.

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