Life After Diploma
Right now, it's the third week after I finished the final exam and yeah ended my diploma. At first it was sad, but right now I feel okay, I don't feel empty and I feel genuinely happy like for the first time in like so many years. I missed this feeling and I really love the feeling. I would always feel empty when semester break comes, I'd have nothing to do and I'd just be home doing nothing and go to the city and do the same thing over and over again, but now, I watch a lot of TV shows and in some ways, they fill the emptiness inside me with their life like I have a friends or something at home.
Not only that, I tried other things too like cooking and I spend most of my time with my family and I think I spend quality times with them. Also, I learned many new things and most of them are just things to be an adult, like doing this and that, and I think I want to focus on my career and stuff. I really do love learning I think. I have a friend that's finished his PhD, but now he's unemployed for over a year now and he suggested me to just not be picky when it comes to jobs or career. Just get them first, and when it is secured, find a new one and just gain some kind of experience. He's got a PhD in microbiology I think, something like that. He studied in New Castle for Bachelor's Degree and in Manchester for PhD and Master I think.
I have a plan for my future and I'm happy about it, I think I want to do something useful with my time like learning new skills or anything. I learned a few things from my PhD friend too about yeah, something and it helped me and I was grateful of that. I really like watching Devil Wears Prada because it shows a really strong work ethic. I love that so much actually, I want to learn to cook too because eventually, I'd be by my own and I have to do a lot of things by myself like cooking, car and house maintenance and I don't know, reading books maybe. I discovered something on the internet too like you can learn on that.
I think I have to set up a business plan if I don't get a job one day and it probably would be a senior care place or something of service or any kind of things. But I really want to open up a cafe, like a proper cafe where I can just do things that I love.
I feel good when I don't spend my time on the phone like when I text someone all the time, it does feel so empty like I feel empty, but when I do other things, it feels like I have other things going on in my life. I do organized and cleaned my room a bit and it felt great and it feels great. I think I should decorate my room more. I also use a desk lamp to lighten up my room and it looks warm because the colour of the lamp was kinda orange and I think it looks beautiful.
Not only that, I tried other things too like cooking and I spend most of my time with my family and I think I spend quality times with them. Also, I learned many new things and most of them are just things to be an adult, like doing this and that, and I think I want to focus on my career and stuff. I really do love learning I think. I have a friend that's finished his PhD, but now he's unemployed for over a year now and he suggested me to just not be picky when it comes to jobs or career. Just get them first, and when it is secured, find a new one and just gain some kind of experience. He's got a PhD in microbiology I think, something like that. He studied in New Castle for Bachelor's Degree and in Manchester for PhD and Master I think.
I have a plan for my future and I'm happy about it, I think I want to do something useful with my time like learning new skills or anything. I learned a few things from my PhD friend too about yeah, something and it helped me and I was grateful of that. I really like watching Devil Wears Prada because it shows a really strong work ethic. I love that so much actually, I want to learn to cook too because eventually, I'd be by my own and I have to do a lot of things by myself like cooking, car and house maintenance and I don't know, reading books maybe. I discovered something on the internet too like you can learn on that.
I think I have to set up a business plan if I don't get a job one day and it probably would be a senior care place or something of service or any kind of things. But I really want to open up a cafe, like a proper cafe where I can just do things that I love.
I feel good when I don't spend my time on the phone like when I text someone all the time, it does feel so empty like I feel empty, but when I do other things, it feels like I have other things going on in my life. I do organized and cleaned my room a bit and it felt great and it feels great. I think I should decorate my room more. I also use a desk lamp to lighten up my room and it looks warm because the colour of the lamp was kinda orange and I think it looks beautiful.
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