One More Week Until Study Week

     I got 4 days 20 hours as of right now until I go home. Woohoo, I can't wait. I still got 2 tests though, and I'm staying at my friend's room because my room at college is too noisy and I can't stand it because they're just so annoying. So, I asked my friend Izzuddin, to stay at his room that he rents at the town, and I stayed here for 5 days already started on 3 December 2019. Phew, I don't know, I'm just really grateful, but the things that sucks here are the toilet and the water quality. I don't know, it is kinda dirty and smelly and disgusting at times. So yeah, I don't like that. It will all end in about 5 days.
This is the desk in the room. Very beautiful lighting.
     I can't wait for all this to be over. And yeah, the day I was home was really beautiful, I mean I got home on 30 Nov and 31 December, and I just feel so relieved, but not so much since I had to go back here. 
A picture I took on the way here to Jengka. The rain showed my emotions.
It felt bad going back to Jengka, I don't know. I just really want to go home like so much right now, but I'm really happy because I'm not as busy as some of my friends because they've got loads of works to do. I don't have to do anything, I finished all my assignments and all I have to do right now is just to study for 2 tests. That's all. Bye.


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