I Miss High School

     I actually miss high school because of the things that I've experienced in high school. All the times I stayed home and did nothing and it felt so good. The prime years of my high school would probably the 2012, 2013, and 2014 because I had 2 best friends and would always do things together. We cooked, watched movies, played games, be on the internet, we would roam the village and buy drinks and food. It was a really good time and I miss it so much. I was so sentimental back in high school and I love it. Right now, I'm listening to a song, a soundtrack and it reminds me of high school because I used to watch the show back in high school.
This is the song that I'm talking about.

     It was really good and it brings all the good memories during those times. I didn't have much problems just like right now, but I just miss it, things were not so complicated. Now, things aren't too complicated either, but really stressful. I mostly would be on my room during those times in school and just watch youtube and be with my favourite youtuber and it was good. Day and night and I would play games and all and it would be raining. I remember this one time  where I went to Lubuk Tuman and we were riding a bike, me, Faiz and I think maybe Hannan but I don't recall or maybe Aman, but it was raining and we played in the rain and it was so much fun, so cold and after I got home I watched outlast with Pewdiepie and it felt so good.

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