Random Things About My Life and Maybe My Interest

     I dreamt of my parents and my sister, and Kak Ra and Kak Da went for a trip and it was really beautiful. Then, I was a comic book character and I was with Haziq and police was trying to capture a criminal. It was a really fun dream, I love the atmosphere of it            When the police was trying to capture the criminal, it was raining and I was at the highway. It has like really beautiful colors and I think the lamp was like neon, it was night time and raining and we went to nearby convenient store and the place was really beautiful with woody design and really cozy. But my favorite moments from the dream when I was in the car with my parents, cousins and sisters. It was really beautiful with the golden sunlight hitting the vegetation and I don't know, it felt really comfy. I just love them all. And by the way, the police captured the criminal

     I'm currently at the library studying for tomorrow, the Final Year Project. The project that we've been working for 2 months maybe, but we mostly didn't do anything for the first 7 weeks because I don't know, we didn't try to meet our supervisor because she was always busy and she wasn't available most of the time. So we didn't have any ideas after all our ideas were rejected, and she didn't want any ideas related to human, animals or plants. So basically no living things, maybe because of ethical issue.      So I came up with an idea, I mean I searched it online but I came up with it because no one dared to come up with their own idea, so I proposed a title where we check the bacterial susceptibility towards natural ingredients like garlic and turmeric. Then, at first she was hesitated, but after some convincing, she accepted the idea, so after she accepted it, we bought the ingredients that evening and we got working almost immediately. It was ho...

     I just woke up and I dreamed about something and it was kinda wonderful. I dreamed about me and my dad, I think he came to pick me up from college because it ended or whatever. So I remember in the dream where he brought me to a restaurant and we ordered some food. So we sat at a table and we ordered some food, when waiting for the food, I went to other tables because I saw my friends and she worked there and her name was Aisyah, played trombone in school. But in the dream, I forgot her name and I was guessing her name and actually got it, and I ordered a new food at the table, I felt so bad because I left my Dad at his table and I feel so bad.      I love my Dad, I really do and it makes me feel sad thinking about that, so yeah, I ordered a chicken with cheese inside it, it was really delicious, but then the shop is half restaurant and half clothes shop, so I went and tried some underwear, and I took a pretty long time, then I saw my Dad at the cashi...

     I listened to the songs from the Night In The Woods, the rainy song which is really good and it brought me back to 2017, the early months of the year and it just felt so good. I remember being on my bed and I really miss that so much, I want to go home so bad right now. It's not like feeling homesick, but the feeling of missing being home, missing the feeling like being on the bed, the environment.      Right now I'm actually listening to it, and I remember being in the car and all waiting for my mom and it felt really good and I remember Mae, the character from the the game and I really miss Possum Springs. I remember the Halloween stuff and I can relate to Mae so much back then. I always wish that when I got back from college, everything would change like in the game, everything that Mae knew changed.      In 2017, I had the worst panic attack and it lasted for 2 months and I was surrounded with anxiety and this game helped me becaus...

     The break is almost over, tomorrow I'll be heading back to my university. I know, it is sad, but at least I had a great time this break. I mean, I didn't do much, but I had a pretty good time especially when I catch up with those sleep. I slept a lot and I don't feel any guilt. It is just that sometimes I feel kinda empty, lying in my bed doing nothing and just waited for things to happen. I think the break could've gotten more entertaining if I had just move around a bit and just do things like gardening, cleaning the drain and just separating those garbage to recycle it. Or, the biggest thing that I haven't done yet, cleaning my room.      But, I want to say that I had a good time. First, I went home with Kak Da and the day after I got home, we went to Kuantan and I got the book that I've always wanted which is The Future of Humanity by Michio Kaku, one of my favourite person. I got that book in Kuantan because the closest place that sells the book...