The Last Week of Semester Break

     Next week on monday maybe, I will be going back to college and thinking about that already made me feel homesick. I don't know,  I don't wanna go back there but at the same time, it is all so exciting. I got new roommates and one old roommates back in the first semester and I feel really excited. We'll be in the same class me and my old roommate and his name is Aiman people call him Aiman Depend.

     I hope this semester, everyone will be quiet because I will be in peace and I'll try to study more. I guess I will spend my time just on studying even on the first week. In my head, it was all very exciting because I picture myself at the study desk studying with the study lamp and all. Maybe I will be at the library study my butt off.

     Some of my friends won't be in the same class as me because they failed some subjects and they're required to be in a particular class, so they can't be together with me which is kinda sad. I'll be alone more maybe and more independent I guess. I have to prepare a lot for the new semester. So my roommates will be Aiman, Qahar, and Hakim which is really unexpected. But I think everything will be fine.

     Things I want to do during my leisure time maybe would be

  • studying
  • reading
  • clean myself
  • organizing
  • sleeping
  • go to other rooms 
That is my plan I hope they work and I think my goal for this semester is to be more alone. More with my thoughts and just be a better person in general. I hope I can deliver a great presentation for my Final Year Project. I hope to just project my thoughts on people and just tell them what is needed to be told. Yeah, I want to be brave, that is my goal.
Really beautiful artwork by Puuung. I love the scene, rainy and I don't know. Cozy.

 

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