I got a job

     I finally got the job at Big Bad Wolf.  I met a lot of people and they are really great people. One person I know have been to Russia to study bio medical, one is an accountant, some in other biological major and some are sports science and some are PhD students in Mathematics. One person is studying Mathematical Science and it was great to see a lot of people with different studying major.

     I got to talk about my interest and they talk about their experiences. I met people with varied age range. Some are 29, some are 25 or 26.

   
I work as a cashier and the first day was tiring.
     Cashier is not an easy job in some sense and in some other sense, it was pretty easy. I met a lot of costumers and some were my teachers and some are my friends. A lot of things bought are kids' things. Toys, books. Yes, Malaysia is a developing country with fast growing population. That explains why the kids are in high quantity.

     Overall, the experience is positive and in a week and half, it will all be over and I got to sleep again and maybe I'll miss working with these great people.

     Well, I was visiting the public library one day and I was thinking maybe I should do a quest where I go to all interesting libraries in Malaysia and meet maybe new people. It would be interesting. Do my own adventure, but maybe when I get older I'll do it.

     My holiday goals are halted because of the job, I only get one day for holiday and it was okay I guess. I will do what I want after it ended, maybe going to the library or go swimming and other things that I enjoy. I want to explore the city, and I want to forget the bad side of me. I think I've crossed the line so many times and I want to forget about it. 

     A whole new life awaits for me, a better life, a life where I focus on education and focus on intellect and how to make a world a better place. I want to be like Michio Kaku but it's hard, but be the best that I can be. I'm not him, he is gifted but I 'll do my best to achieve my best version of myself.

     I want to think about my career and think about the future. What can I do to help my family, how shall I raise my family. Well I was thinking to only have 3 kids. There should at least be both gender a girl and a boy at least. But 2 is too few so the maximum number is maybe 3. More than 3 would be hard to control maybe. I think I should get an educated wife where she could think the way I think. A person that thinks about the afterlife and thinks about the world too. Balanced like all things should be, well maybe not everything.

  
My desk. I think it looks cute at least for me.
     Well, I hope everything works out. Now it is midnight sharp and I have to work tomorrow and I drank coffee this evening, it made me feel dizzy and I hate that. I don't like coffee anyway so I'll avoid drinking coffee and stick to my favorite drink which is chocolate. I love it and now my parent and my sister older and younger is in Gombak to send my sister to UIA. So I'm here with my little brother at home doing nothing with no Astro because my dad didn't pay for it and I'm glad it wasn't the internet that didn't get paid.

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