Random Things About My Life and Maybe My Interest

     Next week on monday maybe, I will be going back to college and thinking about that already made me feel homesick. I don't know,  I don't wanna go back there but at the same time, it is all so exciting. I got new roommates and one old roommates back in the first semester and I feel really excited. We'll be in the same class me and my old roommate and his name is Aiman people call him Aiman Depend.      I hope this semester, everyone will be quiet because I will be in peace and I'll try to study more. I guess I will spend my time just on studying even on the first week. In my head, it was all very exciting because I picture myself at the study desk studying with the study lamp and all. Maybe I will be at the library study my butt off.      Some of my friends won't be in the same class as me because they failed some subjects and they're required to be in a particular class, so they can't be together with me which is kinda sad. I'll...

     Sometimes I hate myself especially during those times where I couldn't control myself. I really hate it. It led to stupid decision making and I hate myself for it. I need a big willpower. I will thrive. I will do my best to be the best version of myself. I will do it.

     Well, I went out with my primary school friends for the first time ever or should I say elementary school friends but whatever. Yeah, we were quiet at first, didn't talk much and things were pretty much awkward. I was pretty nervous especially with beautiful girls, I don't know why but I got really nervous and I would avoid eye contact because she was too beautiful. So yeah whatever, but that doesn't mean that I have a crush on them, just nervous.      We at first were browsing for movies to watch and then we picked "Ready or Not", it was really good and I loved every second of it even though the movie has a lot of profanity and near intimate scene it was good. So fun to watch and kinda unpredictable, especially at the end of the movie. After picking the movie, we went for food, we tried Boat Noodle, I was clueless about the menu of the Restaurant but I managed to get 2 noodles and a chicken thigh, a grilled one. While eating we talked and things wer...

     This day started off normal. I was awake and then I prayed. I went to buy bread and I napped. Then I woke up. I ate and talked to my mom and little sister. I found out that my room was kinda dark, so I opened the curtains and let the lights in. It looked kinda beautiful my room. It looked well lit. Then I organized the room. I watched some shows and I don't know, it felt good.      It felt long, it felt good and I don't even know why I felt that way. I guess maybe because the house is clean and I played with the cat. Everything felt organized and I ate chocolate sandwich. I ate rice with beef stew and a grilled eggplant. It felt really good honestly, I don't know why. I love the way my house looked and I thought about future jobs, what I want to do in the future. I want to be a researcher, something with science or a lecturer. But the pay is very small for a lecturer of that level.      The evening, it was kinda cloudy and it rained ...

     Today, I peed during my sleep and that was the first time that I peed for the last 13 years. Haha, I drank too much water before sleep because the color of my urine wasn't satisfying, so I drank like so much water and before sleep I felt like going to the toilet, but I ignored it.      Then the morning came and I felt funny, and there it was, a wet blanket with no smell of urine because I drank too much water.

     During those days when I was little, I got excited to the idea of making pizza and ice cream because I thought I couldn't do all that. But now, with all the technology and the modernizing world, technology comes easy and so do all the things that are related to food.      Western food no longer feels foreign, thanks to the internet, food that are trending on the social media comes easy to my country. For example, those bubble tea craze. I only saw it on Instagram about the Asians that live in the States and they love those bubble tea. And in a few months, they came to Malaysia.      So yeah, I took all those technology for granted. I used to be really excited and now it feels normal. I think I should be grateful for all the things that are granted to me. This laptop, the phone, the car. During those times, cars, books and many other things were hard to get. Now, it is all so easy despite being a developing country. Yeah, now I'm doin...

     Yes, I love to write. In fact, I've been writing for the past years and I love to document what I think and encounter. I take pictures and I post them on twitter and facebook for my sake. I do it out all of my interest.      I also write in my notebook. I write what I feel, what I do and what I'm planning to do. So the notebook is like my planner and I write the event of my life. What I feel toward someone, it helps in capturing what I feel and I can see it in a different perspective.      I went to the public library the day before yesterday or 2 days past, and I found a lot of great books, but they're all old. Yeah, the culture of reading in my country isn't very strong at the moment, people don't seem to read books and even if they do they often read about fiction and all. Or maybe the library just doesn't add new books or rarely adds new book. But whatever, I'm planning to go on an expedition in going to all libraries in Malays...

     I finally got the job at Big Bad Wolf.  I met a lot of people and they are really great people. One person I know have been to Russia to study bio medical, one is an accountant, some in other biological major and some are sports science and some are PhD students in Mathematics. One person is studying Mathematical Science and it was great to see a lot of people with different studying major.      I got to talk about my interest and they talk about their experiences. I met people with varied age range. Some are 29, some are 25 or 26.     I work as a cashier and the first day was tiring.      Cashier is not an easy job in some sense and in some other sense, it was pretty easy. I met a lot of costumers and some were my teachers and some are my friends. A lot of things bought are kids' things. Toys, books. Yes, Malaysia is a developing country with fast growing population. That explains why the kids are in high quantit...