First Week of Semester Break

     First of all, I made a lot of goals to accomplish. I want to read books, improve my communication skill and all other stuff. Now, a week has passed and I can say that I accomplished a lot, though not all. I still get awkward around strangers and I can't really do things around stranger but I'll try again next time.

     Yesterday, I cooked something and I spent some time at the park wandering and exploring and I get anxious when there were other people around. I'll get through it I think. Then I cooked soy sauce chicken or something like that.
I took this when walking around the park.
     I spent some time with my grandparents, brought them to the banks to do their businesses, picked up some rambutan and all. Then I went to the libraries, got some books, organised my room or tidy up my room, played the clarinet, went to see a hockey game because we couldn't swim because it was raining and there were lightnings so we watched the hockey game instead, then watched the spider man far from home movie which was great and changed my phone to Unifi. I taught my brother maths and I did spend some time with my mother.

     Despite all the things I did, I also didn't do much things on the other hand. I didn't do much at home, I didn't read the books, just a little, I spent many time on my phone but there were some educational stuff I watched but the non educational stuff is far more greater than the educational stuff, I didn't have self control and that is bad and I slept a lot which is kinda bad too. I'll try my best again next week or after writing this.


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