Ramadan 2020 with Quarantine

     Now, it is Ramadan, and I have a bit of a habit writing during Ramadan, I don't know why. If you see my previous posts or entries, you can see that I tend to write during Ramadan or Raya. I don't know, maybe because I had nothing to do, so I come here instead. I started making this blog when I was 12, or in the first year of Secondary School, or High School some people call it. Back then, I knew very little I didn't even know why I made this blog. Maybe I was reading blogs back then and got influenced to do it too, but you know how it turned out.

FLASHBACK

     I remember that when I was 12, I would always spend my time with my best friend Faiz and Aman, but more with Faiz. We would roam around the village and buy things like "kuih bakar" and buy energy drinks, red bull or something and just roam around, go to the park, mess around, went to his house and watch cartoons, went to my house to be on the internet and we made the blog. We would always watch horror stuff like the Japanese horror show or something and was kinda obsessed with ghosts. We started to follow ghosts page on Facebook and we loved ghosts. Sadly, we didn't have many photos back then in 2012, I started having photos in 2015 because my father gave me a phone in 2015, when I was 16, but I broke it on the third day of having it, so screw me.

     I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss all that. I miss my friends, I really do, or I miss the times because it was so much simpler, but now things are simple, but not as fun as those times. Or maybe my mind sees it as beautiful, because you know how nostalgia is. But I really love those times

     PRESENT

     Now, I'm just at home, don't really have friends at home since friends are so far away. I'm not very close to Faiz as he got "new friends" as I was dumped in high school or so, but I'm okay, I'm happy and I know things too. I guess we just don't fit each other, I tried to make things right like asking him to hang out, but he said he was busy, so yeah. But, I still have friends though, in here, Sabri, and other girls, haha, but it was kinda awkward going out with them, but it was okay. We didn't take many photos either, but I took this.
This picture is beautiful, I like it. I don't remember what we were doing.
And other one where we ate at Mykori. We have videos too, but I don't want to put videos here because I think it was rather personal.
It was delicious, I know this is Ramadan, but I just want to post this. Sorry.
     I guess, that's all. Then after that, I went out a few times with Sabri and it was okay, not awkward and all, just a bit awkward. Overall, I think we can build something out of this. So, I think that's my life story, I think I mentioned that a lot, but I tend to forget things, so... yeah. I think I'm okay, with people like Mang, we're close friends and Zakwan too, but we rarely spend time in our homes, like when I was younger, I would spend time with Faiz either at my house or his house or just walk around the village, find something to play with. But as I got older, all things should be like going to the movies or beaches, eat this and that. They cost a lot of money, and it's hard to not be repetitive, so I think once in a while, it's good to be spending time or do things that cost very little money like badminton, jogging around the park or just watch movies together.

     I'll think of it and I'll propagate my ideas to them, because we'd find things to be boring and repetitive if we do the same thing over and over again. I don't think it'd do harm to just sick back and enjoy the sunset, no need to go big like going to the big rain-forest or something. So yeah, I don't really know what to do with my time this Ramadan, but again, when it was normal months, I didn't eat all the time anyway, so yeah, I'll just be on YouTube, I'm a part of YouTube community, not Twitter or Facebook or Instagram, I'm a YouTube person. I can't believe someone said that she doesn't care if she got no YouTube or Facebook, but not twitter because apparently twitter is the most interesting thing to her, I don't know, I think it's her loss to not like YouTube. I think that's all, bye have a good day and Happy Ramadan. But I forgot to talk about quarantine, I mean it says there in the title, okay.

QUARANTINE

     Right now, with the Corona Virus, we can't go out, so no bazaar this year, and I just stayed home all the time, I think I went out only 2 times this quarantine. So, nothing to do. I don't want to spend my time watching movies all day, I want to do something else, not with the phone. I want to cook, but not enough ingredients, I want to read books, but I have no fiction books and the library is closed, I want to eat but I can't, hahaha 😂. But yeah, that's pretty much it, I kinda miss my time in high school during Ramadan where on the way home, we'd stop at this shop and buy "sagu" it was delicious, sagu with the sweet soup with Melaka sugar, very delicious. But during those times, I was sick and coughed a lot, so I would throw up all those food. It was bad, I hated being sick and I lost my voice. So yeah, pretty much my plan is
  • to be on my bed all day
  • clean a bit
  • look at food all day maybe 
  • I don't know, sleep maybe ughhh
     That's all guys, so it's morning so have a good day.




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